Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
Psalm 23:4
Fear is a funny thing.
It can drive us to do things or act in ways which are harmful and destructive, yet on the other hand keep us from danger, like prevent us stepping to close to cliff edges or in front of busses, thus saving us. It is fear which keeps us alive much of the time.
There are two edges to this sword.
The Psalmist acknowledges the inevitable, the shadow of death, something to be feared. Dangers and threats are part of life as is our natural reaction to fear these dangers. Acknowledging the threat and being afraid in a situation is not wrong, it is in itself a form of truth.
However there is a distinction to be made;
"I will fear no evil, for You are with me"
What does your fear tell you about the faithfulness of God? Is fear telling you the truth or lying to you?
Recently I underwent a surgical procedure to remove a lump behind my jaw.
Leading up I was afraid - very afraid. I have always had a fear of hospitals and doctors, dentists and anyone who wanted to poke me with sharp metal objects, and the dark question in the back of my mind was "is this the beginning of the end?"
There were all kinds of scary possible scenarios: the chemicals could kill me, it could be cancer, I may be paralyzed on that side of my face. Fear was telling the truth about the reality of danger.
However I was not afraid that God had abandoned me, that would be a lie. Afraid as I was, the knowledge of God's faithful presence gave me courage to overcome fear. In fact it was in this time His presence became known in a very special way...
"Your rod and Your staff they comfort me"
A rod or staff is an object that is held in the hand and used for a purpose - to ward off danger and help support the weight of a weary traveler. In season of fear and danger God uses what is in His hands as a rod and staff. I believe at times this is His people. He is present through us. Though acts of kindness and love, through prayer.
I knew many of you in our church family had committed to pray as I went under the knife, and let me tell you I had such peace and assurance as I went into theater. The prayers of you all were tangible, I was carried by them. In God's hands you were a staff when I really needed one.
All the tests have come back clear and surgery successful, thank you family for your love, support and prayers.
Last Sunday Esther brought a word which was so seasonal for me and I know has blessed many of you also. I would like to quote it here.
Love and blessings,
~Johno
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"I want to calm the storms in lives today. Anxiety is not of me.
Whatever the circumstances My people face today there is no call to be anxious.
Faith touches every situation with peace and triumphs over every problem.
You may not understand what I am doing but I know what is best for you and what will develop your character and build you up to be strong for these days are difficult and getting worse.
So rest in Me for I am strong enough to carry you through"